he makes me smile.

he makes me smile from afar. i don't know how he does it. i don't think he knows he does it. but he is just that great and caring and mindful that its all i tend to think about. young love. what a crazy thing it does to people.

i have experienced something similar to this, years ago when i was in college, but i will honestly and boldly state that this thing i have going with him is so much more than what i ever could have imagined. its so much more real and honest and...just so right in so many ways.

i am excited for what is in the works. i cant wait to go on more adventures. i have on his to-do list to teach me how to snow board, and water ski and maybe, just maybe, i will gain some upper body strength to master one of the ledges in GL without looking down at him saying "i'm good. this is high enough. let me down."

i know people read this blog. if you havent read all my posts from the very beginning, i will inform you that this is my talking board - my venting wall. so this is just as much for me as it is for you. i like to go back through old posts to remember what was on my mind [i easily forget things...]. on that note, for the heads up, you might be hearing quite a bit of mushy couple talk. if it bothers you...well, thank you for reading and good luck in all you do. if it doesnt bother you, well... thanks for reading [?]

la ta di da... he makes me smile.