that being said, i am just going to jump into my life.
life is good. i feel very blessed to have all that i do right now. its frustrating to grumble and complain about things i know are silly and more times than not, it gets better so complaining seems stupid but feels so good at the same time. [does that makes sense?] here is your warning that this post may contain some complaints and grumbling.
first off, today is a high of 50 degrees. lovely. and its rained for the past 3 days. this kind of weather makes me want to curl up and watch a movie and not be at work.
i went shopping last weekend by myself which was probably good for me - but in all honesty it sucked. i spent way too much money on things i did and did not "need". yes, i really do enjoy the things i bought, but i hate seeing my bank statement every month. errrg.
ive been off this week. i think its mainly because of aunt flow but i can't shake it. i hate being off and i hate knowing that i am off because of actions by sinful eve way long ago. [thanks eve.] what also sucks is that this rarely ever affects my mood but man, this week it is totally screwing with my head. i am second guessing and doubting and am easily frustrated by things that i normally wouldnt allow to bother me. i am also about 50 times more emotional this week too.
one of my co workers/friends has been out for a while and he came in for a day this week. i dont know why, but i thought i could cry of happiness [?] because all is okay with him again. what the? really? and to make things even more embarrassing i totally could have shed a tear at the gym last night but mentally told myself to suck it up and pull it together. and whats irritating is that theres nothing earth shattering in my life that would make me what to cry [that i am willing to share on here at least]
alright, im done.
on a happier note. i fixed my stand up desk! this thing is totally awesome except i may want a stool to lean on. and stools arent that cheap. or maybe i am just that cheap that i dont want to spend $30 on a wooden stool. the down fall is that my feet hurt at the end of the day, but the benefits is that standing is way better for you [me] than sitting for 8 hours straight.
i am armed with a dart gun at work. there are a few co workers who have started this dart gun war and i have takend upon myself to arm myself since i am an easy target for them. so that has been interesting. i am terrible at aiming but whatever. it lightens the stress load at work which is fun.
another exciting development is that i have been doing some marketing on the side for my boss's dad. he wrote a book and i helped created the website and created his facebook page [which you should check out!]. anywho, he sent me my own copy today in the mail which was so sweet of him.
well i hope everyone's week is much better than mine. here's to the weekend and hoping for a fresh start...
la ta di da here's to the weekend.
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