lately i have lost my natural spunk. its exhausting really, this melancholy mood. it's as opposite of my normal self as black is to white. i'm not chatty, i don't feel like telling my long drawn out stories, i'm not quick to laugh - and the times that i do, its usually a forced giggle, i go out of my way to avoid conversation. i would rather just sit in silence and not speak. maybe i simply need down time and time to balance things out again. but the lump in my throat hasn't gone away and i can't stop thinking; second guessing recent decisions i've made.
so if you ask me how i am, and i respond with my usual answer "i'm good. really busy". just know that i am probably "just okay" and that most likely, i really am busy.
how depressing that sounded. sorry folks. i hope this slump goes away. but life isn't always glitter and unicorns.
la ta di da... a loss of spunk.
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