as you can expect from me, life is crazy. well life, not so much. work? yes. yes, work is crazy. monday was a bit rough but i sucked it up and pulled myself to 5pm. which at that point, i was dreaming of baked mac and cheese [never made it before but it sounded good]. unfortunately 5pm turned to 6pm. i dragged myself home [not literally. i drove, much faster that way... was that supposed to be "dragged" or "drug"? eh, anywho...] even though i skipped lunch and was starving by 6, i decided to play betty crocker and make me a home cooked meal. and it was scrumptious mind you.
hopping back to the work ordeal, i recently discovered that i am #1 on Google for this search phrase: cbipartner mobile phone.
ladies and gents my work in life is complete. may i retire now? ha. wishful. and to tag onto that exciting news, i also discovered that our company's Google rankings are getting higher [see item A and item B]--> means i'm doing my job RIGHT. may i please sigh with a bit of relief? yes... ah that feels better. phew. its always good when what you believe in and fight for comes out in your favor. yay for my good work! okay i dont really like to talk about that stuff so lets carry on....[one last note, how nerdy am i that i get excited to no end about that stuff? ohhhh me...]
so we all know that i dabble in the arts. well i at least try. most times i dont know what im doing, i just take the brush to the canvas and hope for the best. an issue i have with painting is that it requires some patience and a tad bit of strategy which of both i struggle to engrain in my behaviors- but thats a different story.
back on task, so my friend Cory wanted me to paint her something. and since painting has been my time to find some sort of balance, an outlet for stress and a way to keep my creative juices flowing, i took to the canvas this week. sunday i created this painting about 95% perfect -according to me. that other 5% were uneven smudges and blends and things alike. so i listened to my gut and set it aside to dry "maybe ill try and fix it later, but not now. it's pretty now." so here is what it came out to be:
tuesday i decided to try again. ugh. i shouldn't have done that. i brutally messed it up. the more i tried to fix the darling creation, the faster it went down the drain... emotions were running high. see unlike photoshop, a canvas has no "Ctrl + z". darn it all. so anyways, thats what it USED to look like. may you rest in peace.
now i shouldnt have started something else while being incredibly frustrated after that debacle.. but i needed an outlet. i could have gone to the gym but cardio bites and its cold out so that wasnt about to happen. so i bought three block canvases and took to them. now, i didnt do my best on this one but i think it turned out okay. i also went through a series of moments when i thought the project was dunzo [thank you laguna beach for that term]. but i stopped myself from disaster. so here is what turned out... please keep in mind that they are not straight or aligned right on my wall:
and there we have it. by the time i was done with the unfortunate, stressful night of painting i had paint in my hair and on my face. my nails looked like i had painted them blue and green when they were originally a nice shade of holly berry [reddish].
la ta di da...an undecided heart makes such a mess.
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