this is how He made me

this is something that many of you have probably read before. but to me it doesnt get old. whenever i read it, i always pick some else up from the words. its a healthy reminder that we should be ourselves, whoever that may be, because thats how God made us. and He never said it would be easy standing up against the rest of the world.

He made everyone different. we are one big fruit salad made by Him. :)

I guess this little note reminds me that God is with me through the thick and thin. Sometimes we have this perception that God abandons us when things go sucky, when people die and we dont understand, when people hurt us, betray us and leave us out to dry. It's not like He jumps for joy when things like that happen. It's actually the opposite. When we cry, He cries. He never leaves us. plain and simple.

anyways, if you're a girl, read this how it is. if you're a guy change all the she's and her's to his and he's ... enjoy.

"I made her. She is different. She is unique. With love I formed her in her mother's womb. I fashioned her with great joy. I remember with pleasure the days I created her. To me she is beautiful. I love her. I love her laugh and see the silly things she does. She is herself and no one else. This is how I made her.

I made her pretty, but not beautiful, because I know her heart and I know that she would be vein. I wanted her to search her heart and learn that in Me she would be beautiful. It would be My spirit that would draw people to her. I made her in such a way that she would need Me. I made her a little more lonesome than she would like to be because I wanted her to turn to Me in the loneliness. I made her independent, so that she would depend on me. I know her heart. I know that if I had not made her like this, she would go her own chosen way and forget about, her Creator.

I have seen her broken heart and the tears she has cried alone. I have been with her and had a broken heart too. Many times she has stumbled and fallen, because she would not listen to my voice. So many times I have sadly watched her go on her way, alone. But not she is Mine again! I paid a high price for her because I love her. I have had to reshape and remold her, renewing her for My plan. It has not been easy for her or for me. I want her to be conformed to My image. This goal I have set for her, because I LOVE HER!"

la ta di da... this is how He made me...