on and on and on...

well tonight i have a heavy heart so i wont write much as it would be out of pure emotion and i would most likely end up deleting the post in the morning.

so i will make it short and sweet, or something like that. so when something happens that doesnt go according to your plan what do you do? cry? yell? scream? get angry? blame others? blame yourself? the list could go on and on and on..... kind of like the song

well as heavy hearted as i am tonight and as bummed as i have been in a while, i found myself taking a deep breath and pushing it all to the side... sort of.

this is how it really went. i had a small cry. blamed myself. blamed the other person. then went back to blaming myself. then saw the lesson that i was supposed to have learned earlier. knew what i needed to do next time. got over myself and said "God, take it, i give up."

after all that is what Psalm 55:22 says. God will take care of me and my burdens. He wont make them disappear, but He will take care of them. trusting in that can be tough at times but it's something that I have to learn to do so that I can continue to live out His plan and not mine. so much easier said than done.

"Give your burdens to the Lord, and He will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall"

la ta di da....anyways, hope all is well....